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What do you do when all of the things that you want to do are the things that you shouldn’t want to do because Society tells you that you should want certain things and the things that you want are in almost direct opposition to the things that you are supposed to want? What do you do when you have spent thousands of dollars and 19 (9 + 4 + 4 + 2) years in school only to learn that real learning occurs out of the classroom and that some cliches have weight? What do you do when you spend those same 19 years trying to figure out your dream job as a means to reach your destiny only to find out that jobs are not the things of dreams, but the things that destroy dreams? What do you do when good enough would be good enough but good enough can’t be good enough because it’s not enough to cover the debts that are owed for the dollars lent out by pockets that are fat and growing fatter in clothing growing tighter and tighter and moving towards a burst?  What do you do when you reach 25 and it feels like a life crisis to be asking the same questions you thought you would have answered by now because of the mere fact that you have been asking them for so long? What do you do when you realize that buying things does not make you happy and free time does not give you enough time to find yourself, even though you have too much free time and its limited expanse is boxing you in? What do you do when you’re just months out of school and a month or two fewer into your first real job and already it feels like the days are playing on repeat because they are repeating because they are repeating because they are repeating because they are they are they are and they won’t stop won’t stop won’t ever stop unless you give in unless you give up unless you decide to make a reckless change? What do you do in that scenario?

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